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ohmygirlnetwork: Calling all miracles! We are opening...

Tue, 27 Mar 2018 00:54:58 -0400

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lolol procrastinating anon back! and yeah i feel you about 32, the person i like is super oblivious. anywho, 20. Are you starting to realize anything? (ik it's pretty vague but tbh i'd like to see how you'd answer) Have a gr8 day!

Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:14:54 -0500

20. are you starting to realize anything? ~~(wow this is vague)~~
i think i’m starting to realize who i am as a person and actually accepting it. usually, i hated admitting my faults and would argue so much about it, but now i’m learning to admit what i do wrong and own up to it. i’m also noticing that i’m the kind of person that opens up too easily and loves people with all their hearts—it’s very problematic.

you have a great day too! ❤️ it was really nice talking to you!!

make me admit stuff? → here

@ procrastinating anon for some reason it answered it on my side blog so i’m gonna reblog it on...

Sat, 11 Nov 2017 22:14:27 -0500

@ procrastinating anon for some reason it answered it on my side blog so i’m gonna reblog it on here!

Ik this is hella late but im scrolling thru a bunch of older blogs posts to procrastinate so... 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? 75. Do you study better with or without music? (sorry if that's kind of a lot)

Sat, 11 Nov 2017 21:22:36 -0500

honestly no, don’t worry about it being an old post or something, i’ll still answer it regardless ☺️ ~~also i’m procrastinating too, so you and i both~~

17. who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
well there’s two. my one friend, ******, or my other friend, *****. (i don’t know if they’d want me to say their names so just to play it safe) but i absolutely trust them with everything and they’ve heard me say all the weird shit that comes out of my mouth so

32. does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
the person i have feelings for is stupid and really dense, so i don’t think they know. i don’t want to have feelings for them but i do.. eventually i’ll get over it.. hopefully..

33. are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
fun fact, i was for about two and a half years but it was for my mom. she wanted to fix her diet so i did it with her so she wouldn’t go through it alone. now though, i drink soda occasionally but it isn’t my favorite.

75. do you study better with or without music?
it’s… complicated. if i study with music it has to be some acoustic playlist on spotify or classical music, not my favorite songs or songs from my library. i have to force myself not to change the songs because then i become so engrossed in choosing the next song, i waste half an hour.

also don’t procrastinate too much! i want you to get your work done, anon! but if you want to keep asking me questions and multitask, by all means go ahead (sorry if i sound bossy or hypocritical. i didn’t mean to)

make me admit stuff? → here

abeloth: hey gays reblog this and tag if you’re gay bi or trans and what your favorite flowers are...

Tue, 20 Jun 2017 20:12:02 -0400

abeloth:

hey gays reblog this and tag if you’re gay bi or trans and what your favorite flowers are its for science. im nonbinary & a lesbian, mine are bleeding hearts, lily of the valley, apple blossoms and calla lilies

vacationadventuresociety: Happy Birthday! (x)

Sun, 21 May 2017 18:26:18 -0400

vacationadventuresociety:

Happy Birthday! (x)

shittonofpilots:Have I mentioned how much I love danger days’ concept? Have I mentioned how much I...

Sun, 21 May 2017 14:23:58 -0400

shittonofpilots:

Have I mentioned how much I love danger days’ concept?
Have I mentioned how much I love danger days’ aesthetic?
Have I mentioned how much I love danger days headcanons and theories on this website?
Have I mentioned how much I love all the danger days fanart out there?
Have I mentioned how much I love danger days?

poqari: holding hands is so nice and should be done more

Sun, 14 May 2017 12:17:47 -0400

poqari:

holding hands is so nice and should be done more

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Sat, 06 May 2017 21:42:18 -0400

new york city, april 23, 2017 @ 06:28

Fri, 28 Apr 2017 22:15:50 -0400

new york city, april 23, 2017 @ 06:28

craft-not-cry: i hope Gerard Way has a really nice day

Sun, 09 Apr 2017 13:04:33 -0400

craft-not-cry:

i hope Gerard Way has a really nice day

♡ m a r r y . y o u r . b i a s ♡

Tue, 21 Mar 2017 20:16:51 -0400

you-got-married:

Have you ever seen “We Got Married” and wanted to marry your bias? No worries, you can here! Just follow these steps:

❥ reblog this

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Mon, 20 Mar 2017 14:23:47 -0400

(in pbs,cutting chromosomes)

Thu, 16 Mar 2017 15:25:46 -0400

(in pbs,cutting chromosomes)
loudunspoken: oh no
me: ???
loudunspoken: we lost one of the daddy-somes

femme-lesbians: e1ph4ba: Wait for it… it moves ;) This is so...

Sun, 12 Mar 2017 21:05:34 -0400

femme-lesbians:

e1ph4ba:

Wait for it… it moves ;)

This is so adorable

alext: tamade, the best grocery store on the planet.osaka

Wed, 08 Mar 2017 22:05:31 -0500

alext:

tamade, the best grocery store on the planet.
osaka

trashthecistem: i know i have real, actual friends who follow this blog now but hey. this has...

Wed, 01 Mar 2017 19:58:04 -0500

trashthecistem:

i know i have real, actual friends who follow this blog now but hey.

this has always been my rant blog. It’s staying that way.

I just want to let all of you guys know that everything gets better. It might not feel like it will but it does.

You are all so fucking beautiful, and it wounds me. I know I’m a pessimist, my math teacher has called me out on it and if you know me you know that is just a fact of my existence. I’m a pessimist.

But you also know that I love people. I think people are amazing. Sometimes I get sick of people, but it doesn’t make them any less amazing. It just means that it’s summer. And you know how we chase fireflies until we get just a little tired of the feeling of their little feet on our wrists before they leave us? You know how we just lay there and want to let them catch us? Yeah, that’s how I feel with people sometimes.

Mostly, I want to catch people. I want to hold them and love them and convince them that they are worth every beautiful thing in the world. I want to tell them that the stars shine for them, that the grass grows so they can walk on it barefoot and feel it tickle the arch of their foot, that the sun shines so they can have it dance on those odd light strands of hair that everyone seems to have.

But then I realize I’m being weird. I just really love humans, but the world doesn’t revolve around them. I know that.

I wonder if you died how long the world would hold their breath. I wonder if I died how many tears would be shed.

I think I could count the number on my left hand.

I love you, impossibly, I want the world to belong to you because you are the only person I see fit. I want to see you crown yourself royalty and I want to see you rule.

I know I don’t write that great. I know this has been a roller coaster and you’ve probably had trouble keeping track of what I’m trying to say. But have I mentioned i love writing? Because I do. It’s not that special when I do it, but I do it because it makes me feel a little fluttery and a lot tired. It kinda feels like a work out, but without the out. Or the work, I suppose.

I think that’s how it is with people too. I love them, but they’re not all that great. Some of them just straight out aren’t good. Some of them are so hard wrought with hatred they don’t even know good until they’ve stuck a gun down it’s throat.

I think I love them anyway.

There’s just something about people. There’s something so breathtaking about them and you can’t tell me you haven’t seen it.

There’s something about the way they laugh at jokes too late, a few seconds after everyone else. It’s something in watching the cloud over their face, confusion, clear as they smile and give that little giggle that all people do and some deny but all people do.

There’s something about the way they blush. Have you ever seen someone blush? All the way, not just in their cheeks. Have you ever seen them blush so deep that it fills their neck and most of their chest is pink and they’re smiling that shy smile and covering their eyes with their hands and doing that thing that humans do where they make you fall in love with every piece of them and–

It sounds like I’m not human when I say it. I am, but I swear if you saw the way humans are, the way they just are so perfect and beautiful and remarkable, the way they make you want to stop and stare, you’d question if I was.

It’s in the way they walk with close friends, that confident swagger, the way they punch each others’ shoulders playfully or toss their heads back to laugh. It’s in the way they act when they’re around people they don’t trust, trying to be confident but are really just tense and wobbly on their words.

And their hands, the way their hands are. They’re soft and there are just the right amount of fingers to hold, to press against your cheek and feel them spread out to hold your face against theirs.

Then there’s their wrists, poor, underappreciated wrists. They come in so many forms. Some are thin and lithe and can be bent any which way you’d like and somehow they don’t break. There are some wrists that seem to curve just a little to the left, so endearingly, like the bones are craving to meet with the rest of their body. There are some wrists that are large and wide, clunky in the best way because even though your small fingers don’t fit around the curve of their wrist you can press your lips just there, just where the vein meets the base of their palm and where their forearm is bared just below you and you can, you can–

Words fail. Words can’t describe the human being, but words can try.

Words can try to craft the story of the nose, soft and almost awkward until you feel one and you realize. There’s nothing awkward about this at all.

I think the closest I’ve ever felt to a god is when I think about noses. The way they are, with those little hairs along them so soft and velvety, that you can see when the sun illuminates the right side of their face.

There are elbows, which seem so odd and clunky until you feel one pressing into the crease of your own elbow as someone leads you in a crowded room. They are bone and flesh and I want to scream from the rooftops, I want the world to know that elbows are remarkable and I think I may be insane.

There are humans who are loud, who make the world listen and make every person who was unable to shut them out glad they hadn’t. Those are the people that make me cry. They must think they’re annoying, because people are adorable and fear denial like that, but they’re not. They can’t be. Everything they say makes me want to close my entire body down, makes me want to breathe less so I can hear their words even louder, and louder. I want their words to fill me with this strange kind of peace that humans and words do. @perkstobeingafangirl

Then there are the quiet people. You don’t really have anything in common with them, and you know you should probably let them live their lives without you in it because god, what are you contributing? But they are so much, so…so much. You can’t bear to let them go because you don’t know what life means if you don’t get to see those quiet people you don’t have anything in common with tell you you’re worth something. They make you want to be worth something. @melanicchi

There are the cuddly people, who hold you when you want to be held, when you don’t, almost always. They hold you because they love people too, because people are to them as people are to you and you are the people they refer to in their love letters to humanity. @daditto

Because that’s what this is, isn’t it? A love letter to humanity. Let me bear my mind to all of you and see what you do with it. Let me tell you that you outshine the entire fucking galaxy and let me hope that someday you’ll see that in a mirror.

Sometimes I get tired of people. Everyone does. But I am so lucky that I can see people every day and love them enough that I think I’m getting sore and exhausted from it.

Not everyone is allowed to love the way I am. Not everyone is ready to bear their thoughts like this.

Not everyone knows a humanity they can love. But I do. And you’re it.

the emotional wreck known as @trashthecistem decided to start laughing and crying when looking at...

Wed, 01 Mar 2017 09:37:23 -0500

the emotional wreck known as @trashthecistem decided to start laughing and crying when looking at the spanish textbook in class. currently, crying about how “funny” @perkstobeingafangirl is

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Sun, 19 Feb 2017 21:27:06 -0500

ghostparachutes: ⚔conventional weapons☢

Sun, 19 Feb 2017 21:25:35 -0500

ghostparachutes:

⚔conventional weapons☢